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[24 Mar 2006|07:40pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

ok, I know its been like FOREVER but i just wanted to say: I GOT INTO COLLEGE!! i am going to Northwest University! Yay. And I got a tattoo. Life at 18 is good. I leave for Austria in 4 weeks. Cant wait!

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i scream [07 Nov 2005|09:47pm]
dont you hate it when you have to decide between eating that last bit of ice cream or leaving just that little bit so no one else gets mad at you for eating all of it??

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Ahh the age of seventeen [07 Nov 2005|09:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]

the age of major change and major decisions

the age where your just waiting out the couple more months till you can be independent

the age where everything your parents say to you bothers you cause you just want to be free (well, at least me)

the age where your stress level rises, causing blockage of arteries to begin leading to a heart attack at a very young age

the age where your 15 pound back pack that you've been carrying since 4th grade finally catches up to you and you already fear that in 2 years your back will be worse than your grandma's

ahh 17...it can only get worse from here...

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Two thumbs way down [06 Nov 2005|09:13pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Ok, so pretty much i saw two movies in the theater this weekend and they were utterly awful. No one spend ANY money on these movies, they suck. First i saw Shopgirl and not only was that disgusting, it was also very depressing. The most romantic part is supposed to be when the guy reaches across the table, takes off the girls watch, wraps his fingers around her wrist and says "now im your watch". What the HE** does that mean??? can anyone tell me??? it was so stinking weird. So then today i went to see the weatherman and that was so awful. it pretty much consisted of no plot, except to make you feel like life was absolutley crappy. I kinda wanted to just jump in the screen and tell the guy about jesus. geez people! anyway, dont spend money on these downers!!!

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[05 Nov 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i have a new job. its really cool. i work at jamba juice. yum.

this is the first time ive had in a long time to sit by myself and just think. its a bitter sweet feeling.

how much does it hurt when you find out a friend is constantley saying bad things about you behind your back?

the sat was so boring. i hope i did well. my butt hurt afterward.

research papers utterly suck. if i could choose to abolish one thing from this world, (other that satan of course) it would be them.

i wish i had more girl friends who lived nearby. i need some serious jesus fellowship and i dont know where to look...:/

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[03 Nov 2005|03:13pm]
dear camp people,

i miss you so much. every single one of you. even if we were barely friends.

love dr zaus

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Mother May I? [01 Nov 2005|08:29am]
[ mood | angry ]

Now that i think about, there really is a reason I got so angry after playing this game. Nobody ever let me take "5 big bunny hops." What a set up.

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[13 Oct 2005|09:47pm]
So i got in a car accident. And sometimes i wonder how and what god is thinking. I really do. And event though i hate admitting that its true. And even though it makes me so mad at God...at the same time it brings me closer becuase its almost like everything around me is saying "you dont even know...you cant see the big picture nicole" and i know its right. im one of those girls that fluctuates between feeling sorry for myself and feeling sorry for the starving children in africa...theres no in between. why cant i just be content? it seems like right when i start to find that place of contentment it gets torn away. it seems the more i give of myself and try to be a nice person, the more i get used. i dont know what to think or what to feel or how to act. im lost and i need to find my way back to the only way who will walk beside me for eternity. i just need to hold His hand and know he'll never leave my side.

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[11 Oct 2005|09:26pm]
[ mood | frightened ]

So...9 months later i finally realize what has really been going on. My boyfriend is obsessed with N'Sync. You might think im joking. But when he was describing his Justin Timberlake obsession that consisted of posters and bleaching his hair to look like his- i honestly got scared. And in the midst of my frightened state i look over to watch him mouthing "Space Cowboy...Yipee yi yay." One bit of advice to you all: make sure before you start dating somone you know about their past...cause it could disturb you in the future....

happy 9 months you boy bander

i love you even though you cried when Amber didnt take you to the backstreet boys concert.


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Bible Question [07 Oct 2005|03:31pm]
Ok, so in Genesis, after the great flood, why does Noah get mad at his son Canaan for covering him up after he gets drunk off the wine? Just wondering cause it confused me.

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[29 Sep 2005|07:24pm]
The other night I had a dream I helped Santa Clause and Mrs. Clause rekindle their lost love.

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The Simple Life [12 Sep 2005|10:05pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Ok, although the title is the same, this really has nothing to do with Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie..i promise.

Anyway, basically...i want to be a mom. i want to have kids. i want to have sit down dinners and women bible studies. i want to drive my kids to soccer and i want to have to worry about the laundry.

I want a simple life.

So if thats what i want.. why am i still scared of my future?

I need God. I need him to keep me at peace with any situation. I need his love and his love only to fill my heart no matter what.

I need prayer.

Thanks guys.

(crisis about my career path/schooling choices)

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friends (?) [06 Sep 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | blank ]


Well...school will be starting again soon. The 21st for me. I'm scared and excited, but we will see what college brings.

I kinda feel like a lot of my friends really don't even care to know me anymore- which is understandable, i mean, people have moved on and i wasn't there to experience what they experienced this summer. Well it's tough but i know I'll always remember their friendships.

I've joined the golf team. Ok, im terrible, but its pretty fun and im getting better! There are some rad people on it too.

I'm excited for the holiday season- I love christmas and every other holiday. It's going to be a lot of fun.

Jake- Thanks for the call i really appreciate it. even though you live really far and i couldnt leave haha. Anyway thanks.

Jessica- Thanks for everything you've done and been there for me with over the past year, even if our visits are kind of sparatic. i love you so much.

Kellen- You are my best friend and i love you. I can't wait till we get to be together more often.

Nicole- I really miss you but I'm glad that you get the opportuniy to live there, i know i would take it if i could. Let's keep hanging out this year.

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Traveling- girls only [16 Aug 2005|08:08pm]
Hey girls!

So basically, I've just decided within the next couple years I'm going to travel a ton. But the only problem is I have no one to go with! If you guys are interested in going somewhere outside the country and need someone to go with, talk to me. I really wanna go to Europe, maybe Greece, Italy, also Australia and anywhere else. I'm also hoping I can find someone who won't be likely to back out on me at the last minute! Well if you are interested comment back.

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[11 Jul 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | blank ]

hey ya'll who are still out there.

Well, i really miss camp which sucks but im having to deal. I even asked to go back for a couple weeks but they are super overstaffed still. Really stinks, but im dealing.

Kellen is heading off to camp next week so please pray for him! He might be a counsler but he doesn't know yet but he's excited. I'm really happy for him.

I've been working a lot and ive kinda gotten used to it. I almost feel like thats all i shoudl be doing whenever i take time off. I hope im not getting my mom's syndrome: she's a workaholic. Anyway, im making bill.(as much bill as you can make minimum wage that is)

So kellen and i are about to have our 6th month anniversary soon. Man I love that guy.

Anyway, things are just...weird. If you wanna talk sometime call me. I doubt anyone will respond to this but oh well (253) 861-1413

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[04 Jul 2005|12:02pm]
Livejournal has died.

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[01 Jul 2005|12:54pm]
Ahhh i'm going to die of boredom. Get me out of here!!

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weird...just weird. [29 Jun 2005|09:56am]
[ mood | nerdy ]

Is it wrong that i always cry to "I Can't Make You Love Me" by Bonnie Raitt everytime i hear it??

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[23 Jun 2005|10:09am]
[ mood | dorky ]

This is sad, everyone who has livejournal is at camp and now no one's going to read them. well, in that case, i might as well confess my deepest darkest secret.....

I like cheese.

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I Love... [16 Jun 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

The smell of wet pavement

                        Talking to old people     

The way Nicole and i can do absolutley nothing together but still have fun

                    The time 7:17 (am or pm)

                                                                    Teaching kids

  Sqiushy toilet seats

                                                                                                  Wearing shorts in the rain

                              The way Craig hugs

                                                                      Deep conversations

         Thumb wars

                                               The way Kellen giggles like a little girl when i tickle him

                                                                                                          Frozen cool whip

                  Prank calling


                                                                                     How outspoken Jake is

         The smell of crayons

                                                            Samples at Costco

                                                                                                   Pretending I'm a rapper

                The way Jessica listens

                                                                  The way my chucks fit me

         The way my grandma's car smells

                                                                             Pretending I'm allergic to grape flavored things

How Mari is so fun and down to earth

                                                                 Dancing to Britney Spears at work

        Pronouncing French words wrong just to annoy my teacher

                                                                                         The way my Mom is more like a friend

       The toppings on a frappicino

                                                  Remembering that i will never be alone.


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